First and foremost, let me make it clear to everybody that I love my girls very much. People that know me personally and even people who don't should know this. Each one of my girls and myself have a special bond that no one will ever come between, but let me say that each bond is totally different.
Ally, my first born...enough said. Not only is she the coolest kid in town, she is my first born and will always have that special place in my heart. She has made being a Mommy come so easy to me. I have had so much fun growing up with her thus far and I cannot wait to see the woman she becomes.
Ava, my angel...If it wasnt for her, I wouldnt be the strong woman I am today. Even though she was only with me for a short time and we didnt even meet eyes, she has made such an impact on my life. I tested my faith and she brought me closer to God, himself.
Adalyn, my rainbow baby...She is only just a little of 2 months old, this little girl has taught me so much about patience and faith. There was not a day that went by when I was pregnant with her that I did not pray for her safe arrival. Now that she is here, I have a whole different need to keep her safe.
With that being said, I do not have favorites...I know Ally will always be a favorite to many just because she was the first born, but I dont play that mess. I refuse to sit back and watch Adalyn get the shaft. It's like the new has worn off since I had Ally and no one cares about the subsequent kids. Adalyn never gets random visits from family members or has yet to be asked to hang out at someones house. John, Becky (my wonderful Aunt who watches the girls while I work) and myself are the only adults that Adalyn knows! I feel like I want to explode with anger sometimes. Am I wrong to feel like this? If I am, please, someone let me know.
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